xmas.

Ask me why the sudden stop of blogging, actually…
Lazy i supposed? I was going to delete it actually, but suddenly the urge of blogging came tonight.
Probably it’s the xmas night and i’m at home, while last year was outside eh?
Heartache for my love.
I felt so useless when I saw him almost threw up in front of my eyes.
I hope he’ll get better later?

Time check, 1am.
Not in the mood to sleep.. yet to eat my dinner leh!
there’s no much things to blog other than some whining, life’s good with work, esp. with his return!
Seriously… I miss him.
I hope he was happy this morning, despite my nonsensical stuffs

Results will be out soon, i hope the plan goes well with him driving me HAHAHA.
Excited you know.. idk why, but aye.
I hate the fact that i’m so pessimistic sometimes. Why ah?
And, i miss hanging out with gfs..

2009 going to end soon too, the bad year.
summarise what happen..
started bad with r/s, cryingwhiningbrooding every now and then,
started get back on feet midway, his return, mugging for Os, working with ivy.
2010 will be a good year.

Sorry for the wordy post. Just feel like typing.
AND i know nobody’s reading it. Isolated already.

To whoever pop by/ acci click “Jiana” from others blogs,
Gdnights, merryxmas.