when you said nothing at all.

i hope you read this.

so much words left unsaid, so much things left undone, so much feelings left hanging.
i enjoyed chatting with you under the stars, everything felt so.. unchanged.
walking through streets with your arms over my shoulders, with hands locked, or me holding on to your biceps..
i really wished i hadn’t said those words, maybe things might turned out differently.
or not?

i wna tell you how much i cant, how much i refused, how much i insist but still eventually i’ll know what’s beholds us.
i wna tell you how much i love you, how much i love your xoxo, how much.. how much.
2 years.
we cant celebrate our 2years.
you dont want waste 2years.
i cant promise i will change in 2years.
you cant promise i’ll be alright in 2years.
have you asked whether i want?

remember i’ll be there singing for you always.
you’ll never know how much i love you singing to me.
HAHA you sillyyyyyyyyyy.
ugh.

two is better than one.

Nobody reading my blog already leh…

Nevermind, shall update for my own sake
My mom’s birthday on 15Jan!
Thought i kept quarreling with her… but i do love her lots ~
Happy Belated Birthday Mom!

And, gotten my results on the 11Jan. I think?
Eh.. despite you-know-what, but i think i did not to my expectations.. hmm well nvm!
Bu came to fetch me

cant rmb where we go alr, i think just eating mac then headed to somewhere.
hahahahahahah.

Met up with tingtingting ytd night! For our xiaolongbaos!
Craved for so long, finally get to get a bite. HAHAH.
Not enough leh! Shall go yum cha together next time

Anyway! it’s the 19th today!
Love bu, thanks for always giving in/tolerating my nonsense/cheering me up/making me laugh and smile and cry/loving me/singing songs i love to hear from you/being there for me/being so silly/…
Happy 20months or Happy 7months ♥

Annyeong!

be contented.

Happy New Year, guess i’m too late for it.
Anw, spent my countdown @ usual, shermin’s house with huiting after everyone left.

Results coming on monday! Excited leh..
Went over to Poly open house this afternoon with Ivy.
Idk which route to go still…
Bu’s finally driving,
glad that he’s thrilled about it that he kept driving, hahahha.
Funny guy!

While i’m blogging over here, dearest still driving his way to idk where…,
drive carefully, xiaoxin
love you, lots.

xmas.

Ask me why the sudden stop of blogging, actually…
Lazy i supposed? I was going to delete it actually, but suddenly the urge of blogging came tonight.
Probably it’s the xmas night and i’m at home, while last year was outside eh?
Heartache for my love.
I felt so useless when I saw him almost threw up in front of my eyes.
I hope he’ll get better later?

Time check, 1am.
Not in the mood to sleep.. yet to eat my dinner leh! 
there’s no much things to blog other than some whining, life’s good with work, esp. with his return!
Seriously… I miss him.
I hope he was happy this morning, despite my nonsensical stuffs

Results will be out soon, i hope the plan goes well with him driving me HAHAHA.
Excited you know.. idk why, but aye.
I hate the fact that i’m so pessimistic sometimes. Why ah?
And, i miss hanging out with gfs..

2009 going to end soon too, the bad year.
summarise what happen..
started bad with r/s, cryingwhiningbrooding every now and then,
started get back on feet midway, his return, mugging for Os, working with ivy.
2010 will be a good year.

Sorry for the wordy post. Just feel like typing.
AND i know nobody’s reading it. Isolated already.

To whoever pop by/ acci click “Jiana” from others blogs,
Gdnights, merryxmas.

Grad.

and yes, moday was the Grad Night
Despite in school hal… I think photo taking was fun?
Esp. when iqbal keep saying he’s Rain, shouting for 2e4 peeps, aahhahah great.
Some photos
Starting work tmr, hope it’ll be fun.
Get well soon love!

lying here in my arms.

o.o it’s like, 6days after my birthday?
Anw.. i know it’s kinda late and i’ve alr thanked those ppl,
but i think… Thankyou again!
I mean it’s like the first time receiving those comments in fb, sms(s)~
and out to seoul garden, with my raspberry icecream!
of course, cutting cake at bu’s, simple one, yet make me feel blessed.

Starting work soon, hope it’ll be… managable? hahah swipe here and there.
oh and, my grad night is coming, i want eat my main course(!!!), and phototaking.
Even though the location sucked, but still.. doesn’t matter right(yeah right).
Still struggling to go Tprawks anot, like too rush leh.. hmm.

One blur photo taken like, months ago? and i know weird..

Okay, off to my Cafe World and Phoning!
Annyeong.

一秒也好

我知道我的一切你已不想要
即使在乎也只让你想逃
我不相信这全是种煎熬
原来你只是那么难预料
早已看穿没有我想要的好
我的等待换不到你拥抱
只能让回忆短暂的炫耀
原来任性对彼此都不好

哭过就好了

Finally back from shermin’s house!
Ytd was Singapore’s Hits Awards, overnights @ shermin’s and mahjong!

Yay photos for updates, and counting to 2days! HAHA.

爱是为了拥抱 为了牵手
不是为了争吵 为了调头
我不是生气 只是心痛

hold.

Maths down, leaving with Humanities and Sciences
Great week though, not getting too stressed up or something..
but HAHAHAHA tmr onwards gonna die man, yet to start on my SS.
Just pray hard that what i’m going to study is what printed on the qn paper.

Counting down to my bday
even though like.. i’m still in my exam period.
but the thought of spending it with bu’s and gf’s gonna cheer me up.
esp with what qi mentioned today, about xiaolongbaooooos.
and should i go with her, like… no time to shop with lam leh!

i need haircut, but aye no time.. just a simple touchup~
and some ranting..
shocked to know that you dont appreciate.
dont always push the blame, both parties at fault.
and you yourself  learn how to appreciate.

Withloves.

counting.

Like woahhhh, 2 more days to my O’s Prac leh.
Some promises, okay! Dont let it drag it down AGAIN.

I think after yesterday night.. Aye, i’m going to prove her wrong eh
Make her proud, make him proud, yeah.
Hard time last night. Thanks to you-know-yourself

Anw, it’s the special 19th ytd. Relax laaaaaaa, cant expect me always stuck in land of books.
Great day ~

No photo though, shall upload photo taken in school the last week?

I’m going back to Amaths,
BYE.